This year

This year I lived,
My spirits where high.
I danced and I laughed,
But this year I died.

This year I loved,
My kind-hearted guide.
He held me so close,
But this year I died.

This year I hoped,
That our love would tide,
He pushed me away,
And this year I died.

This year I broke,
He loved, but he lied.
Heart torn to pieces,
And this year I died.

This year I quit,
I curled up and cried,
Forgot how to breathe,
And this this year I died

This year i found,
that I couldn't hide,
I lifted my head,
Though this year i died.

This year I smiled,
I held my arms wide,
Open to new love,
Though this year I died.

This year I grew stronger,
I hold my head high,
This world cannot break me,
Though this year I died.

This year I died,
However I strived,
Came back from the verge,
This year Im alive