Desperation, feeling lost and alone - a woman at the edge of the 'abyss' of her emotions. |
As chaos splits, more chaos begins my master knows and grins he knows the truth is there within our mysteries are akin as strangers eye to eye but lovers together our voices within I feel you in my blood, my veins your love does surge deep within beneath my nervous blush and tender skin how desperately I wanted to pull you in skin to skin, drinking each others passion in close and secret our souls have been from almost the beginning, my passion flame began, overtook me and drew me in all walls broke as I drank you in my eyes loved it and sweetly I kept you in your face, your eyes, the magic was there Goddess! I beheld those feelings, and my love I did adore! Sweetness unto my heart, unfelt before but restraint, I must do, I must still the roar. The dream so real and I felt it so strong I truly felt you in my blood, my soul, all along immense curiosity holding open a deeper door oh how I wanted to know more winding paths, sweaty bodies and waves that beat upon the shore oh how you I did adore whether its good poetry or magic or lore charmed was I, and you I will adore not wanting to wander in dreams no more flame to flame we had passion galore now, I look for a cigarette and then one more as I stare at the unlaboring stars I do not wish to return no more for another woman has a claim on you oh for you, a million lips are thirsting for do tell me, what lies there behind your sweet face I fondle the weakness inside of me my heart and my mind are at mortal war while still I can, and may, I will write for you but here along the waters edge I lie these things and more I will remember you, deep as the bottom as the sea were those moments shared between us perhaps it was too lovely to explore serenely in the moon light at this gentle shore I fall upon the earth here I lie, quiet and naked, my soul, exposed once more deep red lips gently parted, I scream out to the still moon once more I cannot let the darkness win, I wish to close my hearts shutter and stay in oh moon they light is dim scattered across my body like streaks across a dolphins fin sweetly, softly, I breathe in death and darkness gnawing at my soul came serenity as I wade within cool, whispering waters entice me and draw me in darkness overtakes me begs of me to die under the moonlight glistens my white, pale skin the crow chimes and circles above as I wade deeper in his sharp black eyes, pierce me like a pin my last words, I shall perish here on the shore others thirst, I made thirst my door loves sweetest part is spice I swore you alone, I did adore the water cold and painful as ice slowly it climbs above my pale and quivering thighs soon to cover my painted lips, blue eyes truly I do not wish to die! alas, fate has a twist for me Goddess, was I wrong to give him a try? As the moon peaked her radiant glow, my boat drifting like a leaf a gleaming shape, I float by barely awake, half dead was I dead-pale my skin, as if I said good-bye beauty shows within my deep blue eyes loosened hair spilled upon the water within this river, my secrets lie deep within whence comes my peace? I have love and pain when comes my blessed release Oh Goddess encircle me, love me sing me into peace strikes the truth within faint of spirit, cold and alone I drink deep of the Goddess within with a metallic grin I see my Goddess, sweet Goddess fer firm moist skin, her cherry red lips she kisses my brow, my cheek, my chin sweetly, she whispers the truth is there within your thirst will come back, like it did before oh weep no more, thou will be called on for more through devoted eyes she swore I am your friend, your Goddess to love and adore the vision of her gentle face I'll remember forevermore with a radiant finger to my heart, she stilled the roar flame to flame my darkness was devoured she sang to me the changes of the moon the wind and waters did roar pulling my boat on the land she sat me upright upon the shore set my passion for life budding once more as she trod upon these rocks, this shore returning to her palace once more the clouds moved over and the sun shined once more I fall whispering as before, here alone, but lighter than before... |