something worth waiting on.

Sometimes i get the feeling that God has a much better plan for myself then I ever thought, but then I go through pain that I think I'll never make it out of. I hear songs and I have to change the radio. I see something that makes me think of the pain, and I have to get myself out of that place. The pain is what I'm waiting on , when in reality God has me waiting for the better picture, the picture that the pain is worth and the plan is the best plan I've ever had because it was God who kept the plan going, even when i went through all the pain. As I sit here and write this, I'm listening to all the songs I hated because of the pain I went through. The people who used me, the people I used, the lies, the tears and all of it in between. I'm moving on, i'm moving on to something worth waiting on.