haven't thought of it yet...chapter one

Dont close your eyes

My eyes remain closed as I hear the thumping and pounding of the retro music,I feel millions of people surrounding me.maybe I need to hurl...or maybe I just need some more pills down my throat.
I know I'll be okay if I keep my eyes open,you see once there closed you realize what you are doing,and how you are throwing everything away.who wants that? So you keep them open and burn off the energy until you drop..literally, but damn it sure is the best feeling for a while.it's kind of like when you get a new puppy,you love it,your hyper,you can't get enough of it, you never want the feeling to fade,but it does and you could careless, but instead of not caring you want MORE.
This is me.this is my life.who I am.what makes me,Rebecca Pierce,maybe it's not the best of ways to day who I am,but it works