a midsummers knight-mare

it all began on june 5, 2011. It was not unusally hot or special just a normal day like any other. but that would change all to soon. I was a tree climber in training making shit money trying to pay for my daughter and balance a fucked up home life. I worked for a small company with my dude mun. He was a man of many facets of life most of them being drug related. My favorite of course. i was hoping to score some E tonight and party with my future wife at the time. After work mun and i took the usual ride and went to the "kitchen" that is short for drug dealer. It was his supplier no one of direct importance to this story. So as we arrive and he goes i get this feeling that after this night my life will never be quite the same. It was not in a distinct feeling that i could pinpoint just a notion that life would be different from this piont on. As he walked from the kitchen he had a smirk when he opened the door to his 1994 white crown vic station wagon. He began to tell me that these were special pills and even he dealer could only handle one. Right away i knew since i bought 4 that i would take at least three. Grime squad special but we will touch on that later. That is truely a depraved life style. Go Big Or Go Home. AS we drove he handed me the pills and an eighth of weed and left me to my own sorts with a warning and a smile. I went to my friend chris's to wait for kristin my well ex for lack of a better term. Then i was sitting ever so quiet in chris's house thinking about wether