I Have Found...

I have found you and I have your love.
It always was there, but never has been embraced.
The life changer: Camp and Claire
Camp: 2 weeks at the most amazing place on earth, JH Ranch in California
In those 2 weeks I experienced your love like I have never before.
I met many friends who I can talk to about anything, one of those in particular was Claire.
Claire: My huddle group leader and my new best friend.
She has been through everything, sex, drugs, and alcohol, but that is not my story to tell.
She was saved.
She became a counselor at camp and that is how we crossed paths.
She always told me to come out and share but I never did I just observed. Until one night.
I told her everything, I spilt everything. I had never told what I told to her before, and I barely knew her. She was special.
I felt connected. I told her my thoughts that I hid from everyone.
My thoughts that one day would have driven me to kill myself.
On the last night of camp, I was brave.
I knew God was with me and I told everyone my story.
At camp my eyes were opened to everything that I have missed.
I was baptized.
To this day, I have not taken zoloft. I do not need to, because I have found the Lord.
I have found the light.