Resonating Reason and Rising to Royalty

With his right hand,
He grips the "Spoon of Knowledge",
Religiously used to serve his truth to the masses,
He doesn't care about race,
Age,
Beliefs or social clashes,
Experience weaves the thread of wisdom,
Creating the fabric of life for all living classes...

He finds when he speaks,
His insanity peaks,
Providing strength for the weak,
By offering insight,
And a new way to think...

He's an outcasted freak,
That dripped thru a leak in societies dam,
Built by authority's controlling hand,
To restrict the mind boxes ability to expand,
And dictate the position of our character's stand...

He was raised in a way many would say is over privileged and spoiled,
But his upbringing's exterior design just kept outside understanding foiled...

Inside the impenetrable wall,
Lies a world built by a chemically imbalanced mind,
Mixed with childhood traumas,
That made my innocence impossible to find,
Consequently altering my life's rhythmic beat,
Self worth and purpose marched behind...

So I taught myself at a young age,
To never show pain,
To never let others see me cry,
And its the ones that say they love me that kill me inside,
Then turn around and defend the behavior,
By saying it was me who lied...

These events I kept silently inside,
And for over 20 years denied,
As the cancer spread throughout my body and mind,
Growing from a simple thought into bipolar,
Mania,
Drug addiction and suicide...

Destroying my understanding of how love's defined,
So I continuously fail to keep the love I find, 
Proving my belief of being undeserving right,
And accepting this as my cycle of life...

Furthermore being crowned the "King of Endless Strife",
That's been armed with a tongue sharper than any knife,
Taking the unruly "Queen of Confusion" as his wife,
Together they rule the "Kingdom of the Melodic Fife"...

Where the air is filled with beautifully performed war songs,
Inspiring the battle cries to form as boldly spoken poetic lines,
That come from the soul rather than mind,
Producing an unpredictable polymorphic battlefield design,
A polymorphous god's strategically randomized tactic for overpowering enemies of any kind,
To maintain reign over his kingdom,
And protect individual freedom from being confined,
So to continue using the "Spoon of Knowledge" to serve hearty meals to all waiting hungrily in line.