lost hope

We're always waiting for the new year like its going to take all the fear and tears away from last year.

I try to have hope and believe in my pope but when nothings changing every year I can't help but feeling like shedding a tear because deep down I feel like a new year isn't going to take away all my fear.

I know its no good not believing in your self because it helps care for your health, but what am I supposed to do when I don't have a clue, because every year it feels like am still stuck in the same position with no job and I don't go out and rob or commit any crime with my time to make a little dime, instead I sit in and try to rhyme.

I just want some day to be my time to shine instead of everyone else always shinning around me buying nice things and diamond blingy rings, because I know I can't afford nice things and all I can do is hope and pray that one day.