Pain Is What We Create

As I stare at the eyes of fate,

I realize I cannot recreate,

Not the past,

Not the present,

Not the future,

All could do is represent,



I regret the mistakes i've made,

Because they have caused me great pain,

My biggest mistake is giving you my love,,

Because at the end,

You tore me apart,

You shattered me heart,

And you ended what was beginning to be our new start,



My tears aren't just waterdrops,

They're retold memories,

They hold our past happiness,

That is now insanity,



Now I stand alone,

Grief and despair has taken over my whole being,

Hurt and undone,

I am stuck here while you move on,

My dreams of what we once were,

Are now the nightmares I behold,

They are beautiful,

But frighteningly painful,



I know I cannot control what has happened,

But is still causes me to think and think,

Leaving my mind wondering, " What if?"

Now i stand here letting the thoughts and feelings sink..