deepness

Deepness; girls, track football, and please Nevermore; Raven
Why why why ?
There is no million dollar question.
There is no answer to save me.
There is no savior to save me.
I really deeply am starting to hate me. When I look to see: the desire I have and the pride I have.

I don’t wanna eat; barely can save my self sleep.
I’m not shot external but wouldn’t deep.
Maybe the sleep will rid me of this dread.
Cuz friends are soaring with out.
I am dying

Wonder who saves the fallen?
There is no one to save me
No one to cultivate me skills
No one to cultivate me
I am truly tired of simple women
I rather no on come to me
I rather sleep

I rather not eat
I rather not sleep
Its hurts to be where I really wanna be
And my talents
I begin to question are any
Or are there just many of althletes
The people that make their parents proud

I could go to college and be successful
But I really have no success
Just stress
For me dreams shall not exist
I don’t even think about how I could be
Nor who I will be
But that’s a lie
Because im surround with success

I need no dance floor
I need love
But I aint got none it
I don’t think I will have will
Empty box; empty hands
I peak as if im a jack-in-box

I truly will never be happy this 2011 season
Tis the season I will never be jolly
Because while max runs his 49 and goes to states
I stuck listening to people sing
While I potray a happiness disguise

Im hurting
Because my loving is slipping away
And im the thing that’s making it worse making her mad
Im sad and angry
But I withhold my deep emotions
I feel like im on a period
I rather lose breath deep in a ocean to stand any longer

I hunger
I hunger
And I hunger for more
Will my appetite be fed
In the words of the raven ‘nevermore’
Never more nevermore please nevermore.