Second Thought

I feel alone now.
You were once there.
You Understood me.

Now I'm back at the start.
Unable to trust,
unable to love.

The pathetic part is
it never existed.
You never existed.

Imagination.
Too strong for my own good.
I won't die alone though.

Everything
is still here,
except you.

People thought I was crazy.
Maybe the truth does hurt.
Maybe I was, Maybe I am.

It's a scary thought,
to see and think everything
is gone, now.

Maybe nothing is real.
Not you, not me.
Not even this world.

But you said it was.
Did you lie?
Is that all it is? A Lie.

Or am I here.
No, that must be a lie.
I don't know anymore.

I'm lost
deep in the forest.
in the depth of the ocean.

I can't win this,
but I have not lost it yet
or maybe I have.

This isn't right.
Nothing is right.
Help Me!

I trusted you.
I told you it all,
but you walked away.

Oh, have you returned?
Have you come to see me?
I'm sweating now.

I jump to grab you,
but fall.
Nothing but dry ground.

I have traveled again.
I'm lost as usual
in a desert with no end.

A mirage
is all you are,
is all you have ever been.

Why do you tease me?
I've done nothing but good
to you.

Greece, Egypt, Africa
China, Russia, India
The world no longer holds you.

I fly to the moon
to the stars
the galaxy does not know you.