dear me

       



                  Dear Me,







                      It's been a while since we spoke. I guess i embarrass you too much to want to talk to me in public. You should really stop being so shallow, it's not like you're going to have that option when you're all old and wrinkled you know. In the meantime i have a bone to pick with you.  We need to make things happen , it seems you have slowed down a bit in these past couple months ( do not blame that broken leg of yours). As much as we disagree on things i miss the old us, and here's what you need to do to make us happy. First stop cutting our hair , i liked our old locks much better than this bob-thing going on. Seriously i feel like i'm wearing Cleopatra wig. Maybe you can start reading again, yes I'm talking 6 novels a day  remember that? Look we don't in school right now , and i know we don't want these brain cells to go to waste. Start drawing also, i want that 50 page look book that you have under your bed completely filled with art by the time that cast comes off understand? Your not going to get your tattoo license if you don't want to wow them with kick-butt art. Oh yeah i miss that little concrete grid we used to reign , move back there ,get a REAL apartment , not some tiny office space room in the backwoods of nowhere. I want a 4 bedroom , clean bathroom, big window sanctuary right off of Broadway. GO BACK TO SCHOOL. I don't care if it's at community college , we need to be somewhere other than nowhere i want it done by the next spring semester. Oh yeah we should definitely lose the boyfriend , hes a nice guy and all but hes a kid. Think about it, you're worried about rent and hes worried about his mom telling him to turn his computer down, plus hes going back to college out of state anyway ,worry about you. I also want you to start making clothing ASAP. in fact i want a new 16 piece collection finished by march. No if ands or buts, speaking of butts we need to start working out after this leg heals , I want a 22 inch waist and 37 inch hips by April because i refuse to spend more than half an hour looking for a bathing suit this year remember how much fun that lacked?. We have been smoking way too many cigarettes over the past couple of months, we should just stop, I know it probably doesn't matter to you now but i doubt you want to wait until it has to matter, besides we need to cash anyway. Please Please PLEASE don't ever move in with a boyfriend we both know how bad that turns out when you're commitment-phobia kicks in, you have your whole live ahead of you to split with someone else. How can you truly determine a potential match if you don't even know your own potential as a person at this point? You know those country club friends of yours? Spend more time with them ''smooze'' a bit , acquire a taste for the ritzy life and it will be less intangible . I want us to make it in life . I want us  to be one of 'those stories' , i want our clothing to be worn by the aspiring designers who love clothing. I want for us to be successful enough to send complete strangers to college. I want this and i know you do , I also know we can make it everyone still thinks so. I know I'm being that a bit bothersome but relatively , an unhappy ,unstable life is more than bothersome . We have both seen very smart talented people get pushed down that path. I do not want that for us , so when you're done reading this letter I need you to get serious about getting things done okay? If i have to write you another letter i will be highly upset best of luck



  xoxo, me





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