A letter to my boyfriend, Samuel Elijah Stuart, a poet with a potential for greatness. |
I need you to bend for me; I may stray. I'm patiently waiting for you to understand your mistakes, because I've learned mine. By no means am I saying that I'm perfect; This [I AM] far from, as we all are, but I try so hard to show you that I care. I work even when I'm not at work, I take care of the household items, I clean, I massage your back when you're in Pain. Believe me, I know Pain - emotional, physical, and mental. I have needs too; Emotional Needs. I need you to know me, to understand where I'm coming from. All this comes with age and experience. I'm 26 and your 24; Our lives will tell different stories. You've lived a life not so different yet not the same as my own. Roads lead to keys for locks hidden within the hearts and souls of men and woman within us, within the outside world and our own. I wish to Sand Castles Bury our feet in sand Watch the sunset and sunrise on the beach Sleep under an open roof tent (our canopy) beneath the night's sky Four passions. Dig deep within ourselves. Feel the happiness, the sunshine and its warmth seep through our skin. I wish to be with you. And Grow Old. Become one and live in Eternal Bliss. All the wishes are for the Future of You and I; I and You. Changes coming through, it's my time to find true and ultimate happiness. God! Krishna! Incredible change within a year; how short yet how long this past year has been. It feels refreshing; I'm revived and rejuvenated. [I AM] closer now than I've been in quite sometime, approximately eight years. I wish for you and I to be become closer than [WE] have ever been before. And now you come home smashed-hammered from Sam's Lounge, and I'm not sure how how feel about this one. You've gone a bit overboard, whether it's your first night before your first day off doesn't mean that you can get this obliterated and come home insanely weeble-wobbling; I'm not on your level; Don't fall down. "Humpty Dumpty had a great fall, all the King's horses and all the King's men, couldn't put Humpty together again". I am happy for the overwhelming greatness that you're experiencing; you do deserve to relax, but slow down for me. You'd have to know my past in order to understand why I do the things I do, or why I am the way I am about certain situations. I Love You. Sincerely. |