Am I Dreaming All Of This?

Dreams so real they could never be real
Life so horrific how can it be real
Night and day blending together
Life and death one after the other
Dream life and real life
Which one is reality?
I dream of beautiful places
Land of the gods and goddesses
Sweet drinks and good food
I dream of places so wonderful
They could never exist
How can they exist?
Even in a dream world
I find myself awake and wondering
If I’ve been dreaming my whole
Wonderful life or if I’m
Finally awake.