A special kind of friend

My heart is black,
My soul is empty

I feel like crying,
I feel like dying,

My lifes been hell,
and i want this to end

why was i even born.
I have been nothing but a mess.

Im searching for a light,
Im searching for a reason, I should stay alive.

then i remember you.
My friend

My friend.

You welcomed me in.
you loved me more than anyone
You opened me up.
You can close me too.

You gave me your hand.

Even if you were pretend