Poetry

February:

It’s February, the month of my fears
The worst month ever, the month of my tears
It just reminds me, of the pain you gave
A valentine, that sent me to my grave….
What did I do to make you run and hide?
Maybe you found out, who I am inside.
Maybe I wasn’t good enough for you
And if you ask me; Yeah I agree too.
But couldn’t you pretend, it was okay
Instead of leaving and going away
All I ever wanted was you and me…
I understand, that I will never be,
Worthy enough for your heart, or for you,
But aren’t I worth, an explanation to?
It’s February, the month of my fears
The worst month ever; cause it marks two years
Since when our friendship started to grow,
And a whole year since you forgot to show.


Courageous Pride:

I wish that I had more courage; enough to die                    
To just end it all now and to; stop asking why
But what if tomorrow the sun; begins to shine?
And so I could never for they’d; have the last line.


What if:

What if I drive on,
Till I run to the sea?          
What if I cry hard,
Would you come back for me?
What If I told you,
How much I think of you?
What if I praised you,
Would you come back to me?
What if I left me,
And became all you want?
What if I need you,
Would you come back for me?
What if I died now,
And my grave you saw,
What if my life ended
Would you even shed tears?

Offline:
I can’t stand to see your name,
Blank and Constantly offline,
Day after day after day
Why don’t you ever show up?
I know that you’ve been online
So why don’t you answer me?
I cant stand to see your name
Blank and constantly offline
Makes me want to press delete
Cause then, at least, I’d know why.