Trust

Why can't I escape? I watch as I
stand alone.
Everyone is happy and cheering
I'm in the corner alone.
I walk away, no one notices.
I speak, but no one hears me.
I feel alone.
I'll always be alone.
I have no one.
I don't need anyone.
How is it that I can blindly
trust my friends,
but I can't trust myself.
Why do I not trust myself?
Maybe the entire world
doesn't trust me.
Maybe no one can trust me.