Thoughts I Cannot Say

THE THOUGHT I CANNOT SAY

The thought is always there
Haunting me each day
Will it ever leave me
Let me live my life
Or will this thought haunt me
Forever more
A secret I’m afraid to share
Burning me at the core
How can you tell the secret
Of the desire that I seek
But never will I fulfill
I am a coward you see
I feel sad for those who do it
They should never feel this way
To feel alone and forgotten
Angry and betrayed
But I envy them as well
They were brave enough to do it
I am too afraid of hell
And think too much of loved ones
I fear the unknown
And I cannot tell anyone
Because what would they do
Or say
So I keep the though secret
As it slowly turns me insane