words of thought not sure

Okay so I really don't know where to start on this I am not the best writer in the world but I love to do it.

My name is Tineyjo and it is a very unusual name people always made fun of my name it hurt being called names which is why i got in trouble a lot a school I was always in trouble.

    That is not why I am writing this,this is well something else but of the same sort my question is why are people in this world so mean and judgmental I mean come on you don't know me and it's not just about me it's many other people. I am Bipolar  i was diagnosed at 18 for the first time but my life was not easy ever. But it's like i have a contagious disease or something, people judge me all the time they say hateful and very hurtful things why?

    In the world we live in today it is a very ugly world we hear about people talking about just get up and move or take a shower cant you wash or change your clothes well my answer to those are not always there is days i can't even get out of bed i am so depressed I have two small children that live in my home and if it wasn't for those two boys I know i would not be here today but i am and i am making but it is hard to do on a daily basis i cry all the time walking if i can even get out of bed but the last few months have been ok. I started talking my children out to jump on the trampoline well my oldest and my youngest crawled around on the ground but that as well was hard but i did it. yes it can be done but when someone just wants to stop feeling all together and i have been there a few times its not just as easy as getting up off your butt its not as easy as getting the best or enough sleep it hard. For people to judge is wrong for someone to be mean it's wrong for the ones who don't understand and probably never well it's ok just don't take it out on us we are trying just give us time some are just faster than others at getting better. A person with a mental illness will never get over the illness but they can get help and they can get better to a degree so if you are making fun of someone not just with a mental illness it could be for some other reason stop and think what if it was you or someone you loved or cared about like your child,parent,friend,brother,sister,or just someone you know. I am going to be writing more about this but some other time its just to much.