What goes on inside.

Black

White

Everything in between

Gay straight bi

Who knows?

Who am I to become ?

My hearts pounding

As I’m running away

From you

From this life you created for me

I feel myself sinking back

Back to the distant reality of my mind

Back to the depth of the dark dungeons

Where my twisted fate met my destiny

A while ago.

For some time now I have pondered

The thoughts that run through my head

But they seem to go and come

Why me?

What Am I to become?

Another shadow on the wall

Or the emptiness that fills my heart

Am I to be consumed by hate or by?

The anger and fear that lurks at every turn

No matter how hard I run I could never get away

not from the torture of my own mind

The bittersweet reality it has create has

Left me with wounds and scars unable to fade or heal

I am left bleeding on the battle field

Guns fire

Spears are thrown and swords are lunged into lungs

That are not filled with air but with darkness and

greed and the hate that has consumed them

So many of my soldiers lost to war

No light is shining no victory looks apparent

What am I to become?