Exhausted

Impatience, unbroken focus, restlessness.
An exhausted mind recycling worn out thoughts.
Growing so weary, never thinking myself this affected.
An undeniable truth blocking 'productive' vision.
This is how you've changed me.
This is your effect.

Will I know a normal again?
How do I break obsession?
How much exhaustion does a mind endure?

I want to be as I was before.
A single thought unaffected by anything or anyone,
a true independent spirit.
Tho now has a heart string, that is tied to you.