Taking risk of love or rejection

How long do i have to wait
Do i have to set some bait?
I can't stop thinking about the one I want
Coming up with ideas
Don't want her to get away

I could be blind from what i don't see
They say their is more fish on the sea
Or is it that i don't want to see what is behind the curtains
The negatives that are covered by makeup
Make up my mind and choose to move on
Or be persistent on what could be forever

Patience is a virtue
am i wasting my time on something i can't have
This is my dream, goal, or an ambition?
Something that will never be part of my life
Part of my life that will always be empty
Heart beats fast not knowing how you feel about me
Not wanting to say the wrong thing that will scare you away
Walk on my tippy toes dodging certain conversations
But at the same time I want to open up to you
Why must you hurt me without knowing
Having a personal quality that i want to spend my life with

I can't keep living like this.
The truth about you will come out from my lips
Rejection may be on its way
But I will not know until then
For I must be truthful of my feelings towards you