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I wrote this a while back after finding out the girl I loved had fallen for someone else. |
All this pain I feel inside Is almost impossible to hide. But now I live behind my mask, Just hoping no one will ever ask Why I seem so so different now... All those times you said "I love you," Were you saying it to him too? So many tings bouncing in my head When I was told you had said That you had feelings for him now... Where am I supposed to go from here, When all I want is to sense you near... I can feel my joy begin to decline, Though your happiness means so much more than mine... And for you I'm willing to sacrifice it all... I don't know how to act or what to do, I don't want to let my pain affect you too... Some ask "To be or not to be," But "To love or not to love" is more for me... Around my heart I have begun to build a wall... I thought they were each my friend, Now I know that group was just pretend. All these lies you cram right down my throat, What if I confronted you on your every quote? Would you finally cave and confess your lie? Would the truth just hurt me more than I am? I don't know what is real and what is a sham... Could it really all be from false hope in my mind? Maybe all this time I have looked at the truth like I was blind. Why does it all seem to have gone awry?... |