Is it Okay

Is it okay if I kissed you,
Cause god knows I have missed you
Is it all right if I say I loved you
Though I never treated you the way I should?
I just wish you could know what I would have done
If I could.
Is it okay if I say that you are in my head for good or bad?
Though now the memories are all we have
And some are all messed up and sad
And the biggest nightmare I ever had
was making things so bittersweet and mad.

Is it okay if I told you,
That all I want to do is hold you?
And is it acceptable to mention,
That it wasn’t my intention
To break your heart?

But I know this isn’t the start of forgiveness
What’s done is done,
It’s back to business
I may not see you again
So I hope I’m not hurting you when I say
I’m sending you off with all the love I’ve got
What little is left, now that day is over.
Now that hope is lost,
Now that our love is over.

And I guess that it can’t hurt to say,
Seeing you smile always made my day
But misery is hard to break

And I think that it wasn’t all in vain
What we’ve learned now will change our lives.
And this sunny Summer has remade us
For worse perhaps, but for better I trust.
I’ll always remember your tears; I’ll remember your touch
All the unsaid words and the overt lust
But after this we surely must
Cut our losses
Bring back “me” leave behind “us”