Breaking up Love letter |
Ever have that one person in your life that you just can't give up on, the one person who can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. The one person you know you're better off without but yet you can't find a way to let them go because deep down inside you wouldn't know what to do without them. The one person that you know doesn't deserve you but yet you choose to overlook it. Because you love that person dearly. I have realized that there is two dangers of love: Losing yourself,your beliefs, personality ,lifestyle in the process of trying to please your lover. Thinking you can't live without them. Of course, We can! Before realizing this dangers, I have fallen into the trap called love. I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away. Because honestly, it would’ve saved me so much hurt and pain. Trust me baby, with all the smiles you brought me, I never thought that you could cause me so many tears and pain.Seriously, if love is the best feeling in the world, then why does my heart hurt so much? I wonder, if there's anyone here have an answer for me. You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes or you never felt that I was hurt? Which was it baby? Love is known for happiness but now instead of making me happy, it’s just messing up my life. It hurts so bad. I have heard that the best revenge is just moving on and getting over it. Don’t give someone the satisfaction of watching you suffer. I didn't want to give you the satisfaction but I just can't move on just like that. Don't worry, I will surely try to move on if that's what gives you happiness. I hate the fact that I have to leave. But if I don’t, I never will. It is time to move on and I have to move on. I think I’ve finally come to the point in my life where I’m happy with myself and know that I don’t have to change or be a certain way for people to like me anymore. I’m just fine and if someone doesnt think I am, screw them. Now, when I say “I’m single” means “I’m drama free and less stressed. |