I don't want to be your friend.

I'm screaming in silence, involuntarily
I need you to fucking hear me,
Understand my message clearly.
I want to rewind back to better days
Where we would just go in my room and laze
You'd look at me, catching me in a gaze
Getting lost in you, your eyes, like a maze.
Your touch alone would paralyze me, making me want more.
You made me feel that you loved me for sure
I loved hearing you talk, I wanted to get to your core.
Why couldn't you just lay back and peel...layer by layer,
I let you read my writings, so that's a little unfair.
C'mon and set your mind free, send your thoughts to me,
Let me see how awesome you claim to be, please baby?
No..? You'd rather bottle it all up and remain quiet?
JUST OPEN YOUR FUCKING MOUTH. IT'S FUN TRY IT!
Then you claim you need a "break"?
Oh, how you just love to make my heart ache.
Now I see you miss someone else, dearly you say,
Why did you bother leading me on anyways?
I hope you're reading this, realizing the damaged you've done,
Similar to the last one.
There I was professing my love for you,
Here you are, just dragging me along for fun.
Why can't you just be up front and honest with me?
...Whatever. Fuck yourself, I'm done.