Loving you still...

Each night I remember,
Each night I still can feel
all the doubts and worries
in my heart still remain.

When will I forget you?
How can I forgive you?
If every single moment
all I have is you.

I even dreamt of you
feeling sad but sober.
I wish I was with you
to make you feel better.

Those laughters you throw
Those heartaches you blow
all of these came on me
but just had to pass me.

I loved you with all my heart
I kissed you with all my soul
Why did you have to leave?
Why did you break my heart?

I should be happy
I should be glad
You found a new light
You found your way out.

I should have known it from the start
I should have believed them with that part.
But how will I be convinced,
If you showed me purely love?

You loved me
I liked it.
You kissed me
I missed it.

Your smile,
your touch,
your love,
were all I had.

The pain I kept inside
And all the love I had
were like a cannon ball
flying away then fall.

I can't blame this to you at all
'coz you had just made it simple
You loved me completely
and cut it off quickly.