Espe : Esteria

Chapter 1 : School Act part 1

My name is Aider Lument.I am always alone,i do not have friend rather it a bother to have one because if i make friend then my heart will going to get hurt like it is pain.the doctor told me that my feeling affect my body physically and it condition is a friend.so Everytime,i feel even the slightest warm to my heart from someone who call friend.It keep hurting like crazy.However if i do not get to excited it have calm my body a little.so everyday i just thinking of everyone just a background character.Today i get up early again to be expected because even in  my dream i still feel happiness so because this condition affect my body physically i am not allow to  have even the slightest thing that can affect my own emotion.When i go to school i would just pretend to be cold to everyone.My eye feel no emotion at all.yes i just make sure that i do not have to make a friend.When i was walking on my way to school feeling no emotion i saw a white hair curling in front of my eye.My body it begin to react it hurting again but in the same time i feeling happiness.what is this feeling then i try to calm my self.i look at that hair.it belong to a girl.the girl name was Yuki.However i cannot call her because if i to excited i just going to end up hurting my self again.Then i enter the class.I was class student my age was 19.I go to a school call Mejkir.
When i enter the class everyone was looking at me well to be expected it normal because how i behave to them.but i do not care as long as they do not know what kind of condition that i have.Then i sit in my chair and the class will just talk without noticing i was there.i always have feeling that alone is better than having friend because if you are afraid of getting hurt you should not have friend.maybe that is the cause that i physically hurt when making friend.I wonder who will save me ??