Poetry

Waiting
Everyday I wait.
I wait for the day when I get noticed.
I wait for the day when someone cares.
I wait for the man who will treat me right.
I wait......
For the day no tears fall.
When no one is abused.
When everyone cares.
I wait.
Wait silently.
Silently debating.
When?
Why?
How?

In The End
In the end
We tend to understand
No more
Than when it all began.
But, In the end
We realize just
What about them we love the most.
So for all those
Who push other away
You will regret
Not knowing them better.
Pain will be felt,
In the end.
But with time,
That pain will begin to mend.
All in the end.

Just Go
You claim to love me.
Then why is she all over you.
You claim you need me.
Why do you not stop her?
You claim you want me.
But why do you always turn to her.
If I mean anything to you
Anything at all
Take my hand and prove it.
Prove she is from your past.
Show how much you care,
If you do at all.
And if you don't,
Then just go.

I long
I long,
Day and night,
For a bit of understanding.
I wish,
Over and over,
To see your face once more.
I regret
Everything
I ever said that hurt you.
For that,
To you,
I’m sorry.

Cut
The blade cuts deep,
But your actions cut deeper.
I gave you everything,
But you threw it all back in my face.
So no, I’m sitting here.
Sitting with a blade against my skin,
All because I couldn’t stop you,
And you couldn’t love me.
So this is where we end up,
My tears mixing with my blood.
While you are out having fun.
This is where we stop loving,
With this cut.

It's Over
Your lips used to meet mine,
Our love seemed flawless.
Back when everything was fine,
I believed us to be endless.
Unknown to us, that would end.
They say you didn’t,
But I know you knew of the bend.
I wish I would say you wouldn’t.
The note I found,
Left no doubt,
As to where you were bound.
All other thoughts were shot out.
You believed the lie,
I wouldn’t cheat!
Not for my life,
But you felt beat.
So you gave up,
Took your own life. . .
Now, it’s over

Silence
We sit, silent.
The world travels on,
Without us
Our fight seems trivial,
But pride holds us back.
Both wishing the other would speak.
Silence isn’t the way,
We need to talk about this. . .

To My Hero
I feel a deep pain,
Inside of my broken heart.
Will it ever end?

Can you see my pain?
I try my best to hide it,
But it is slipping.

My mask seems to fail,
Just when I’m in need of it.
To keep loved ones safe.

How do I heal this?
I want to make it better,
But I will need help.

If I Could
If I could go back in time,
I would tell you I loved you then.
I would let you know how I have always felt.

If you were here right now,
I would take your hand in mine.
I would tell you I still love you.

If I die tonight,
I want you to know this.
To my Boo
To my cowboy
To my love.

This Is The End
Is this goodbye?
Is this the end?
I can't lose you,
My only friend.

I need you to be there.
I truly do love you
I want you with me
Do you love me, too?

Can we work this out?
Is there any chance,
To figure what this is about?
Has out love began to cease?

And now I cry.
These tears fall like rain.
For this is goodbye,
I feel it like a chain.

It weighs on me like a chain.
Like a knife in the back.
Having to go through this again?
I don't think I can.

This goodbye, this ending,
Is not what I wanted.
Not what I was intending.
But it happens anyway.

Have You Ever
Have you ever had to leave behind what you never thought you'd lose?
Have you ever bottled up inside the bad things that you do?
Have you ever wished that you could just leave the bad times behind?
Have you ever thought, "man I wish that life was mine?"

Have you ever thought,
I've had harder times than anyone else.
I'm breaking down inside even if you can't tell.
I want the better things in life.
The things that are so hard to find?
But I still had to leave you behind!

Have you ever wanted more than your stupid life could give?
Have you ever wished that you had a better life to live?
Have you ever thought that you were, too skinny, too fat, too tall, too small?
Have you ever thought nobody would catch you when you fall?

Have you ever thought,
I've had harder times than anyone else.
I'm breaking down inside even if you can't tell.
I want the better things in life.
the things that are so hard to find?
But I still had to leave you behind!

Think you're happy,
But you'll never be?!
Wish you were living
The lives on T.V.
You'll be tripped up!
You'll be mixed up!
You'll break up!
And make up.
And you will think,

I've had harder times than anyone else
I'm breaking down inside even if you can't tell!
I want the better things in life,
The things that are so hard to find.
But I still had to leave you behind!

Now I See
Keep me going,
That's what you do.
Without ever knowing
What I mean to you.

You say you love me,
You say forever.
But then you lie,
Forever never lasts forever.

I don't feel sad or blue,
Maybe it's not meant to be,
Me and you.
That, I can now see.

Too Late
With you I'm fine,
Without you I'm great.
Wanted to call you mine,
But now your to late.

Memories
Rack mymind all day.
I just can't block them out or
Make them go away

You
Say you hate to see me cry,
Yet your the cause of every tear.
Say you will protect me,
Yet you are my only fear.
Say you hate the scars,
But you cause the blood to be spilt.
Say our love will blossom,
Yet your lies cause it to wilt.
But most of all
Say you love me,
And with a smile,
I lie right back.

Kill Me Sweetly
To you I run,
You are my sheldter during storms.
If only you wouldn't make it rain.
To you I cry
You are my steady ground.
If only you would stop the earthquake.
For you I scream
You are my better half.
So why are you worse?
For you my heart beats
You are my life.
If only you would stop killing me.