A darker side of life and love, feelings but not understanding. |
Reflections of Life and Love. page 1 Looking deep into the mirror of life, you see a person occupied by so many past trials and tribulations. A past that has experienced a positive joyful, happy persona then slowly turning to a dark and malevolent side that has such a destructive nature it eventually consumes and destroys the depiction of goodness that has formed the very essence of your life. Then it shows a reflection of a distorted twisted mind that calculates, evaluates and analysis every thought, feeling and emotion, slowly moulding the very fabric of your life into a character that embellishes a foot print of confliction enveloped in the conception of love. At Times you have grappled with one word, the word of love. You have tried to understand its complexity, comprehension, true meaning, but to no avail. Then with an awakening of your soul there is a deep seated knowledge and realization, that love although never seen is always felt, touching your heart, feelings, emotions, opening your mind through thought to give you an awareness of your actions and reactions. Love is an entity in its own right; it has no boundaries or limitations,it warms with passion, as it flies like a free spirit being blown gently in the wind to the four corners of the earth. It Enhance an expression of freedom, escaping from the captivity of conformity,then with such power erupts and encompasses the full strength of wisdom, truth and humility. (cont) page 2 Over time you understand that love is like a two edged sword, it capitulates your thoughts, confining hidden feelings, incarcerates emotions, then gradually empties the vessel of life into a cess pit of despair. It brings stagnation to all of your hopes, dreams and desires, slowly letting your mind fill with corrupt impurities that desecrates the soul with deceit, fear and lies. Finally you begin to covert through lust the injustice of envy, pride and bitterness, enhancing deep thoughts of revenge and hatred, that cause division, confliction and rejection, as the life you once knew begins to slowly ebb away. Emptiness is now your mentor as you stand alone with a heart like stone, no conscience, no feelings, just an empty broken vessel of the past. |