Thoughts

Too cruel

Haven't I lost enough?

Haven't I suffered a lot?

Haven't I fought against these bad thoughts?

When will my pain end?

Will it ever?



Isn't this too cruel.

I've pushed horrible thoughts away

They circle me like vultures.

What do I do when these thoughts won’t leave?

What do I do when it falls apart?

I'm not strong my brain is full of misery.

Only this face is smiling.

I have no friends to count on will it last?

I'm selfish and scared.

The one who protected me has gone

Its just too cruel.

I do I feel I'm so different from the rest?

Why do I feel the need to hide this.

Why am I being haunted?

These thoughts aren't they scary?

Brain, how cruel.

Ghosts of the past.

Sad memories replay.

Take myself away

Sometimes there is no pain and sometimes the pain won't stop.

Why am I always being suffocated?

Why do I feel such blame and regret?

Still so cruel.

My wishes for my future have crashed.

It hurts because I don't understand.

The more I think of you the more I wonder why

Why did you hate us

Why take her too?

What did She do?

I really thought you loved us

It seems like my pain is everlasting

Why am I blaming myself

Why am I so cruel?