If-

If I could die today
I'd sigh and sigh away

If I could live for love
I'd rejoice
For love is not life
Love is a fight

If I could be with you
Be the daughter that you choose
I'd give anything
I'd give every second of everyday

If I could hold your hand
Be your child once again
On your lap I would sit
Giggling the purest laugh

If I could walk away
From anything that is pain
I would run
Not a second would I stay

If I could dry a tear
Just one, I swear
I'd hold there
For it'd be a first I fear

If death was a choice
It wouldn't be mine
It would be the reverse of yours
Becoming the reverse of mine

If love was a choice
I wouldn't choose to be loved
I would choose not to love
Not to love too much

If I could be who I want
I would not be
For if I could die today
I know just what'd I'd say