This day...

Write away this pain



Before I open my arms to death

No more of life to gain

I ' m fighting to want my next breath



Who can help me want to live

Pains of heartbreak takes me to the edge

I fill as though I have no more to give

I am so tired of life's dredge



I hate what I see and what I feel

Easily give up to the pain in

The black thoughts do appeal

But I know that suicide is a sin



I want to love the life I live

But the more I try

The move I must give

The more I cry



So maybe this time I will

Not be afraid of what's to come

And let the blood spill

Until I become numb..