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POEM ABOUT LIFE LOSS LEARNING AND TRANSITION |
I AM 30 YEARS OLD SINGLE AND CHILDLESS AND STRESSED OUT IF THE ULTIMATE SIN WASN'T DEATH AND SO DAMN FINAL I MIGHT CHOOSE IT NOW DON'T BREAK OUT LABELS LIKE... DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, AND SUICIDAL, JUST YET I'M FAR FROM SUICIDAL THE ONLY ANXIETY I HAVE IS WHEN THE BILLS ARE DUE SOMETIMES LIFE GETS U DOWN SOMETIMES BUT DEPRESSED ME....NO IT'S JUST THAT SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD TAKE A BREAK FROM THIS LIFE FOR A MINUTE... HIT THE REWIND BUTTON,GET A DO OVER, START FROM SCRATCH OR MAYBE JUST THE LAST DECADE PLUS TWO YEARS OR MAYBE JUST GO BACK IN TIME TO THE DAY WHEN I WAS BARELY 12 AND YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE GOING TO LEAVE ME MAYBE THIS TIME I WOULD SPEAK INSTEAD OF BEING SILENT SAY SOMETHING TO MAKE U STAY HERE WITH ME NO MOMMY ... PLEASE DON'T GO A, WAY I WON'T MAKE IT WITHOUT U I LOVE U WHEN I THINK ABOUT LIFE I THINK ABOUT THE SECOND CHANCE I GOT, THEY DON'T DESERVE AND HOW YOU DID WHEN I THINK ABOUT DEATH I THINK ABOUT U AND THE OTHERS THAT I'VE LOST...TOO MANY TO COUNT I THINK ABOUT IF BEING FINAL AND HOW NOTHING COULD BE CHANGED IF MINE CAME TODAY. SO I TRY MY HARDEST TO GET IT RIGHT TODAY AGE IS SUPPOSED TO BRING PATIENCE AND WISDOM TWO THINGS THAT ARE TAUGHT THROUGH LIFE'S LESSONS....OUR EXPERIENCES.... AND I EXPERIENCE MISSING YOU EVERYDAY I AM YOUR LEGACY HOW AM I DOING? |