just the memories and pain

I never thought i would fall for him. But then, I fell hard until I don't know when I'm gonna stop. I can't feel my ground, I lose my stand right from the moment I drawn into your eyes. The reality hits me. The pain I can't endure lingering me. I can't breath. From the moment he started pulling me off, my sanity ends. I may seems like a fool, but only the fools know how it feels to be unwanted. I just want this numbness to end. Why I never satisfies him enough when he completes me, well at least that is what I thought.