Missing You

When I catch a thought,
In lovely shades of blue
My baby when I see a smile
I stop and think of you

Sometimes these shades fill the sky.
And feelings bounce on every cloud
While stashing each memory
And everyday I wish for more

Sometimes I look for the answers
Because each day I cry out for you
I ask for faith and courage
To help me get through

Sometimes I ask for strength
Like a hummingbird in the wind
Time moves oh so slowly
As this journey begins

I want to scream
This was not what I had planned
Why you ever suffered
I can not understand

Sometimes I hear your laughter
And listen for you to play
My son, I will always miss you
Not someday but everyday