Chapter 1: Getting To Know Sam

  Hey my name is Sam Mayorga Im 15 years old.I got to Roberto Clemente as a freshmen. Im 14 years old about to be 15 on March 29. Many people think I'm a weirdo. Just beacuse I have long black hair that reaches to my neck and I always wear dark clothes. But eh I dont care. Anyways Im 5ft by 5 inches tall and weight 125 pounds.I usually paint my nails black and wear a red hoodie's all the time. Im not very social or out going.The truth is I don't really have friends or people in my life to support me.

  I started going all quiet and not outgoing sense my mother past away. She died because of breast cancer. Sense she died life was hell for me. My dad started hitting me everyday. No not those kinds of hit that parent's usually give to their kids when they do something wrong or behave bad. It's one of those hits where you get bruises all over your body. Sense my mother past away my father started to.drink way more often and later on in year he sexually abuses me. Truth is sometimes I wish I could dissepear from this world.I mean everytime I go to school Im always getting bullied and when I get home my dad hits me because he so fucking drunk with all that fucking alchohol he buys everyday.God Im afraid to tell him that im gay. Yep thats right Im gay. I first found out I was gay around middle school.Where a classmate pushed me into this kid that I axedently kissed him on the lips. Shit I still rember that kiss. His lips are so softlike cotton and taste sweet like cotton candy. Gosh good times good good times. Gosh best first kiss ever but ofcourse he pushed me off of him and called me faggot but eh it dosent matter that kiss was for it. Well its time for me to go to school See yah later MUA .





So Tell me what you guys think should I continue. :I Dont judge my grammer english aint my first language.