Shame On You

Shame On You

Shut your mouth and listen to what I have to say
I’m going to take you back to that one specific day
I was laying in bed alone while listening to you and him talk on the phone
You said, “ Well if they have the money, I don’t see why not”
“She’ll be ready by 9 o’clock”
You came in and said its time to get up,
Shower well, and ill make you pretty with make-up
In a white dress and hair done to match
You told me I was a breath-taking catch
I sat on the couch waiting with you
But what was in store for me I had no clue
They came in, three men
I will never forget the sight of them
They tossed you a wad of money
While grabbing my hand and saying “Come with me honey”
I didn't want to go but you made me
You let them rape me for MONEY!
I cried and tried to run away
But you helped them push me down and screamed stay!!
You said to be a good little girl or ill make you sad
So I shut my mouth and let the do the things that were bad
I was only 7 years old and already my innocents was lost
You needed the money, but a cost?
Everyday those men came over and brought more
Each time you just watched from the door
I ran away at the age of eight
Why was I put into this fate?
I was ashamed at what was done
So of course I could tell no one
The day you found me you said things changed
That I won’t have to do those things
Well mom, it was that way for a month then you started again
Through the door came the man and his friends
You see I become a “women” at the age of 9 with my monthly “friend”
Now Imp 10 and things got to come to an end
Tonight while you’re asleep imp packing my bag to quietly leave
But I want you to know while the men were doing their “deed”
One of them impregnated me with their seed