I have ruined my life

I have ruined my life
I’ll never have another boyfriend
None of the girls will ever talk to me after this
Why do I have to be dumb and fool around
So now I have to settle down
I’ll be stuck in this town for life
Its like all my dreams have just died
Well maybe its not so bad how hard can being a single mom get
I just wish the jerk called me back
I’m just that dumb one nightstand that got knocked up
Truth is he might not even be the father
I really don’t know who it is
I’m a monster how can I bring a baby into the world like this
I feel so horrible raising him without a father
I only hope I can be twice a mother
I have ruined my baby’s life.