Weak Signal

Where do I hold on to? Do I keep on with loose grip?
Or forfeit to lost cause? Hard hits.
What do I depend on? The shadowed words of others?
Or dig internally for answers? Smothered.

Im losing this, already weak, signal
Im giving it, everything now, ten fold

How can I see clearly? With narrowed eyes red and thin
Its made a luxury out of reach. Hidden.
Who do I believe in? As lies cover over all truths.
Theres no choice now but to let it go. And lose.

Im losing this, already weak, signal
Ive lost it all, left here, without hope

So this is what true hurt is
So this is how a heart ends
So this is where my life is
An empty shell forgotten