Bittersweet Memories

these bittersweet memories
always haunting me
in the most commencements

Sweet blossomed loved,
For caring was my deep desire.
loving such bitterness, such
lover's require

Falling anywhere but no where,
such's claiming sensation.
For I was never loved, to loved
became one's drug.
never yet,

please love me once more,
for i can not breathe
such incompatibility
for the likes I care none.
just love me as much as you did.

such soothing voice,
lover's touch, lover's kiss
such empty messages once upon,
such silly dream, i dream.
for i had many