wondering soul

Life is so cruel and she always gets to see and feel the cruelty life has to offer people who are sad and lonely like her.

Does she get to feel this cruelty because it is meant for her!!! She wondered why?
Did she have to be someone that people feel or see as a worthless, good for nothing freak!!!

Who loves her? Is there anyone who would like to be her friend?. They say you can choose your friends, but she always ends up with people she would rather not have as friends.

Is she really that bad? Is it wrong to feel this way? What is she doing that is so wrong that people find her not normal!!

If he does not love her why did he approach her?? How come he gets to call her, does it mean he thinks about her!! Does she always have to wonder?

When will someone tell her they love her!! Its not fair. Is she going to die alone?

She is so angry, what caused that anger? Who made her so angry and why?

She keeps shutting those who try to show her love away and bring close those who have never shown her love.

She has been hurt so many times, she even expect to get hurt all the time. She has tried so many times but she still can't make a decision, keep trying or stop,,,!!?? WHY??? A GIRL ONCE WONDERED.