Channel this

Repression or expression.
Let me write this down because what I'm feeling is depressing.
Lost inside my head.
I can't even escape to answer your question.
Nose inside a book, while my own thoughts I'm repressing.
Put me in a crowded room I'll find a corner in thirty seconds.
Music infused in my ears.
I have not felt this pain in years.
I need to channel this.
Express this.
Anything but repress this.

What is wrong with me..
It's hard to breath.