Friday mind flow

My mind is in a sublime time to be
so i figured id write it out and set it free
you see,
sometimes its a heavy burden
I watch fight club and feel like Tyler Durden
viewing the world through a different pair of eyes
practicing truth, but reciting lies, walking while time flies

They say eyes are the window to a persons soul or heart
well that's the part that gets me caught up in confusion
I've had eyes so black to all but illusion
my mind wrapped up in an orchestrated delusion
my thoughts unfocused, just traveling, perusing
I ceased to be blooming, my drive was consuming
every thing around me like a sponge unwrung
All the while, I left every song unsung

But this is the phase where it all comes out
every thing I built up; liberated, allowed
to be proud, stepping off that cloud in the sky
Finally asking myself "what now?" instead of "but why?"
Existential depression had me like a demon possession
I bottled it all up, avoiding confession, claiming "its a lesson"
a "session"
life is testing me,
stressing me,
sometimes even besting me
But just like a videogame, i Jump and keep on pressing B
Words bounce off my tongue though, and its honestly impressing me
myself, and I are wondering if sharing is a common thing,
Do we each all have a goal, sharing pieces as we roll?

No matter what, time takes no toll on conversations
and contemplation of how to gain clarity, and unity between the nations.
Exacerbating creations is what keeps me going and going
the catalytic chemistry is finally showing
its seeded inside me and the water you share, flowing
It keeps it growing
eliminates the baggage I'm towing.
My boat it keeps on rowing.
Merrily, merrily, down the stream.

It's true!
Life really is, all but a dream!