What have I done?

What have I done to make you believe
that for you I'm just a toy
When all I've ever wanted
was a man not a boy

What have I done to draw you in
and allow you to make me feel that I could ever win
I'm glad this is so much fun for you
but my name is not Wednesday and I'm not just a screw

What have I done to make you feel like I'm lonely
that you're the answer for now, but not my one and only
I was just fine here alone in my bubble
Then you came along and I'm looking at trouble

What have I done to deserve all this pain
To have my heart tortured all over again
What is it about me that makes you believe
that I have no feelings and that I wouldn't grieve

What it is about me that makes you take aim
Is it you that's at fault, or am I the one to blame
Do I look as though I might play along
I need to let you know that I'm just not that strong

Why do I always take this fork in the road
when time and again my heart will implode
Will the games ever end or will I learn to play
Can I become that heartless and seek out my prey

I don't think I'm made for this
I'm destined to be alone
Because games of the heart
will always cut me to the bone