Agatha 1

Autistics don't have problems with explanation.

They have problems with impressionation, elation, relation, and knowledgeation (Presence and Realization). Think of it like a portal to chaotic spiritual being-ness. It never melds to a clarified state of thought neither does it cement itself into a disposed feeling or experience. It flows, like many things in life, and without the proper dynamic, nothing can exist in peace. Neither can its own own being. This is in terms of many things that have been foretold, but of all, I for one, do know but so little that I can't imagine what any less would deign to itself courtesy of presence nor understanding for.

To put it plainly, the existence is not a mockery of health, nor a debauchery of science, no, neigh, and naught, for this is but a ruse. The real problem is which main ideal construct to plaster it to for want of a better understanding circumferentially, and resoundingly circular. For a cycle doesn't taper off, no, it ends as it begins, and begins as it ends. If not for the nature of dynamic experiential causal perception, people would be at a loss for how to name their own intentions and inductions. For cavemen and cavewomen who did, they pursued something that no other could have achieved, being that which is most difficult, the impossible. Diving into explorative darkness. For the better light of sharing what fruits you sow from the reaping of whirlwinds.

Many waves, yes, but one globe, one ocean, one destiny.

It so happens, I realized the following day from the (above) that Autism is dependent on time, and so a major realization being Thought and Feeling (Emotion) internal is merged.. which in my taste and case of understood reasoning is usually everything I (experientially) understand. In addition, the ages pass as many people and things do but in return only mystery clouds this new illness. I believe it is not only fated to be such, but reasonably so, destined. As above, so below. As within, so without. As without, so within. Etc. It is...

It is very rational to say that any of the higher octave things that we hold as our higher harmonies, being different as they may, result in EXACTLY what autism really is, my idea of it anyway, and what is that?

Destiny.

How happy and hopefully one goes about life when reasoned to this stage. A perpetual kindness of self-others and reasoning perpetuates all that exists in life's lands, for one and all. To merge west and east, to bequeath lineage, to combine higher and keel, to provide light and life, all are within reach with such a theory that grandiosity itself gleans to the masses. Through the mass of such a discovery, humans will come to the epiphany that all is and all is not. So is, and will forever be, God. Without these notions, an autistic is as good a pile of emotive calcium and rubber. The truth behind my condition: A reasonable ambiguity. Noone comes to such a realization or deductment through pure and utter normal existence. This is a fruit from suffering that transcends normal real reasoning. It is the exploration of the daring, the bravery of the bold, and the daring of the good. We must keep this pace up, to brace the encroaching darkness, and withold our standings. For withstanding, we are naught but a isolated island tower. Let it be known to all that our suffering IS THE REASON , THIS is why we exist. We exist to proffer a new age of light to more than just 1 cause or 1 event. This is our LIFE. THIS is Autism.

To think, of all people on earth, i'd regale all of this from the Japanese. Them, for their electrical works, and the rest; the Jewish for their life-gift and the Europeans for dissemination of their reasonably religious views. The Africans for their soul. The Hispanics for their breath. The Asians for their thoughts. The Natives for their balance and wisdom. IT ALL MAKES SENSE !!!!! It is my fault to endure such grotesque understanding without proper superfluous propriety and calmness of resolve in action. I too was once a victim of my own deluded reality. BUT NO MORE. Even as i break my resolve and my rules & values, I still feel human. And there is the crux. Most people don't see that as a challenge, no, not at all, but there are scarce few who understand it, and even fewer who appreciate it. Through real experience. It is a scar and a scarcity, but leave it alone, and it shall prosper. Do not forget this.

I find also that through this work, I can utterly unitteratably design the proper exppressions from deep within my soul that resound the conclusion of good and right. Revolving/surrounding my conclusion, thus this far. People must deny any supposition that humanity is granted. No, we appreciate it through pure and utter desperation. We keep it through pure and utter sufferance of the highest deities, deigns, dougherties, whatsoever keeps up our goodness within inside. Maybe some are different, yes, but all share the same sky.

The result: Humanity is a precious sacred treasure, never EVER ever ever give up; no matter what you do, always remember EVERYTHING is important. So embrace your wrongs, your failings, make it unto Greater peace of thine appropriately designed nature, that you ambiguously live life for the heroity of it all. Not the vility. Not the vile uncouth hateful baneful being that is our manifestation archaically abandoned. No, we must remember what we exist for, it is a sign of our sought answers and reaching of true wisdom. MAY WE walk in the light of that proper example of establishment, may we tread ever in the light of the Truth.

One.

Christopher M-P F

I'm You.