You weren't my first

You may not be my first love but you where the person who taught me to fight.
You were my shield before everyone one had turned their backs on me.
You were there to comfort and embrace me on my crying times.
You were there to make me smile and even laugh on my struggle days.
You were someone who means everything to me.

You may never be my first love but you were the first man other than my dad.
The man who became an inspiration to fight and to stand upon all the struggles life had thrown to me.
You were like a tree that gave me shade when the days are so sunny and hot.
You became my umbrella sheltered and protected me during the rainy days.
}You were someone who has somehow been my shelter on every days of my life.

You may not be the first man I saw and love but you were the first man to hold my hand and love.
You were the only man who stand to and loved me despite all the disagreements of all.
You were there and stand along my way despite all the heart feelings said and done
You were there to take my hand again and again; and accept all my apologies.
You were someone who has showed me the world of pain but somehow pushed me up and love me.

You may never be the only man in my heart but you will always be the only man I'll be keeping with.
You were the only man who kept me despite all my flaws, push me up and encourage me.
You were there criticizing me all along and made me face it the way one must have be
You were there pushing me to be strong by letting go of my hand and teaching me to stand alone
You were my confidant who showed me the reality, who has somehow lift me up to be brave

You may never be the only man in this world but you will be my one and only
The man who have stood by me to the bad reality of this changing and cruelty of this world
You were like the armor that protected me from all deadly gun fires and swords
You were like the sword that fought for me when I was on the down side of the battle
You were like a balloon that left me but taught me to fly and fight for my own
You were everything who showed me what I must do and pull me to the point where I was lost

I didn't got the chance to tell all of this because somehow you never taught me to show up
The man who didn't listen to the words I have been writing but somehow I know you deed
You may never had said it but I know somehow you have understood but just didn't act like one
You may never said yes and answered all my questions in mind but I know it through my heart
You have been there and keep on going home to me no matter how painful the words I have said