Realize Real Lies

I do no longer have the desire
To kiss, to touch, to look, to speak
Everything now
Has a certainty to reak
To sneak amongst the shadows at night
As dark as the oceans deepest sight
Too far away to see the plea
That I hold within thee
The church I once thought held the biggest lies
But along it was I who held blind eyes
For how can such love be real
If this is how I forever feel
Freedom shattered, pieces missing
Like my eyes, outside its misting
At least theres happiness
With the pain
Lucky for me
I love the rain