Inner Peace

Why y'all treat me like a throw away?
Is it because I was raised in trash and did trash things?
Never graduated, so no class ring.
Looking for what I had on my mind, school was the last thing.
But does that mean I'm not worthy or deserving of redemption? I guess I'll have to redeem myself.
No help from anybody, they all want me to fail.
That's why my bars so hot, cause I'm writing from hell.
Half the time of my life, has been spent in a cell.
So half the time that I've spent has been spent with myself.
I guess that's why they say I'm faded.
Maybe even somewhat crazy.
Regardless of what they are thinking.
I sail my ship, still haven't sank it.
I've no concern for what their saying.
I find my peace, in inner sanctum.