I am not alone

I am not alone

By Wasi

I came to the earth

With a sound of cry

Everybody smiled at me

Even my dying mother burst into tears

With the limitless enjoy

That she brought forth her first child with safe and sound

As the environment was different from my mother ovum

I was alone

In my childhood, I was short sighted

I wanted to play more and more

Cricket, football, badminton any types of games

But nobody accepted me because I was a loser

I was the only viewer

Who had no right to play?

And then I was alone

In every festival or party

Either it was religious or occasional

Every child walked with their father

But my father was not with me that time

And then I was alone

For crises, for family or for myself issues

I changed many schools

In that time, I had to meet new faces

I had been waiting for a friend

Except the bright one, every new student always neglected

And then I was alone

In university admission test

I tried heart and soul to represent me

I went to one corner to another of the country

And attended many competitive tests

But all if my friends got admitted except me

And then I was alone

I was in love in my college days

I had many friends and enjoyed my journey with them

With a passage of time, my beloved said to me

She was not happy with me

I couldn't give her anything to remember

That's why she gone away

Like a star went down to the black hole

She got her life partner

And seize the happy opportunity

And then I was alone

I loved to roam aimlessly

One day I entered in a forest

There were a lot of trees

Many birds and breasts

There were insects and the beautiful butterfly also

As nothing was my genre around me

And then I was alone

One day I walked by the side of a street

A policeman came to me and caught me police station

I could not tell him any more about me

There were hundreds of people in a room

The news was not also informed of my family

And the next day I discovered myself in jail

In jail, every unknown person asked me

What was your case? What did you do?

Since I had not been involved in any crime

But I had to represent myself as a criminal

And then I was alone

My family member and the people around me

They asked me a question several times

Are not you quite aged now?

Your maximum friends have a good job

And most of your friends and cousin already got married

Also who is under age or not quite adult yet

Do something! How long we served you

Everybody does! Why not you?

And then I was alone

In every single time tried with my best afford

In every time wanted to stand first

In every day woke searching a job

In every moment go here and there to prove myself

In every breath, I remember the almighty God

But I failed to show my ability and talent

And then I became alone

In every crowded place

Like cinema hall, stadium

Railway station, rally, shopping mall, local market, bus stop

In everywhere I am not fit for anything

And then I feel alone

So let me help to hang myself

Give me some prison for committing suicide

Please push me from top of a building to vanish

Leave me in a great ocean to death

Please do it! Do it now!

I can't do it alone

It's my life and I am alive

And this is the best truth

People came to the world to give life not to take life

It's not important us every enjoy

Have to be a pleasure

Sometimes our sorrow gives us happiness

Sometimes our tears give us joy

Since I have been suffering many harmful events

But it taught me what life actually is!

I want to go more and more

As I am not working it means I am on training

Sometimes someone somewhere waits for me

It means I have a value

People laugh out with my speech

It says I can also give pleasure

Kids and old people asked me question to know something

It declares I have knowledge

I have family, I have friends

So this is my existence

They asked, do you feel hungry or sick?

It obviously a kind of love or care

I have the courage to fight against the pain and suffering

So I consider myself as a warrior

Therefore, a warrior is not alone

And then I found myself

I am not alone